Now
I'm going to prone on the stuff which ranks, probably, first on the
scale of all those crazy things my head is preoccupied with. Ooooh,
how much I love it – um, no, not that - how much I'm obsessed with
it!
As
a lead-in I have one recent example. There, in the photo. Two cars of
the same make, of the same year of production, of the same colour,
having the same digits on their plates (!) happen to have their
owners living in the same building (!). The owners are absolute
strangers, mind you, so there's no chance they could've agreed on
getting identical cars or purchasing flats in one and the same place.
The thing is I am one of these two, so I would know))
I
am on about coincidences now, of course. The ones I come across may
be not “all the time, every minute of every day” but frequently
enough to put me on guard in a sense and give food for thought. I do
not wander about places loaning for something coincidental to bump
into, I don't hunt for them or something, no; I just somehow land on
them, against my will, unintentionally.
There
are two major points about them tickling my mind - why they happen
and what they can possibly mean.
As
for why... You know, I've always held there's an explanation for
everything, - anything, absolutely. All at the first sight weird and
absolutely inexplicable occurrences always, always
have their roots. Nothing is ever done “by pure chance”, it all
has been purposely designed this way. The thing is that we are not
always able to get to the bottom of things, for various reasons.
Firstly, it's so much easier to take things as they come – why
bother explaining them? Secondly, some happenings are just beyond human understanding no matter how strenuous the efforts to
get the hang of them are. Lastly, the forces (either nature, or
science, or God, or others) standing behind them might object to us
interfering with their doings, accordingly all our amateur (from
their point of view) attempts are doomed to failure.
The
same is with coincidences. They are not just accidents. Being
immensely attracted to them, I've looked up a lot on this matter and
I know there's no universally accepted theory as for what brings
them about. The sensible part of me leans towards mathematicians'
point of view - that it's all just the theory of probability at
work, that any two (three, ten etc.) similar occurrences can well
happen at the same time and at the same place, that it all can even
be calculated...
Either
way, whether such happenings are scientifically explained or they all
are purely mystical – why do they
tend to befall some people but ignore others? I've been torturing
everyone around me and only a tiny few admit that they do experience
something of the kind. I've been racking my brain over it and the
only explanation I can myself give is that they do
experience them, but simply don't pay any heed - being too busy for
that or having their minds set on more important issues.
As
for the meaning of coincidences... I've been coming across them for
many years now (with a different intensity – at times they are
scarŅe,
at other times they come in bunches; but I'd better skip this now,
for if I start digging the reasons of this too, my head will find
itself on the verge of getting exploded) and my experience shows that
the vast majority means absolutely nothing. We might try to interpret
them, of course, but – to my sincere and deep regret - solely to
amuse or indulge ourselves, as our ideas on this account are nothing
but fantasies.
Let's
take this very occasion I started my story with - the two cars - to
illustrate this. This “025” which is the most striking
resemblance between the two... It's the number of the Far-Eastern
region of Russia I come from, the one I left some years ago for
Saint-Petersburg (every Russian region has its own number, you know;
my getting this very one is nothing close to a coincidence, by the
by, - I a sort of bought it out of sentimental considerations).
So,
just off the top of my head, here are some “meanings” this 025
coincidence might hide - the East is going to
dominate/enslave/fight/whatever the West any day now; I'm going to
see my native places soon; I'm going to get some earth shattering
news in 25 days; I'm going to have 25 more children (bad idea ) /
husbands (good idea) / tattoos (even better than husbands); the
Judgment Day will come down on us in 25 years from now and so on and
so forth. I can continue endlessly, till my laptop keys get all worn
out, but it changes nothing. These all will remain mere speculations, nothing more than the by-pass products of my imagination.
However, one, two or even all of the above ideas might well come true
– the theory of probability again. I can neither influence nor
prevent it; I can only ponder, but going to deep into it is a sure
way to get into a mental hospital. That is why, for my own peace of
mind this “025” must remain what it is – Just.A.Number. With no
connotation. Whatsoever.
So,
to sum up, coincidences do happen; their occurring is defined by the
theory of probability; they are all around but not all the people
care about them and hence don't notice; they might mean something as
well as be absolutely meaningless.
Oh
my, it all sounds so dry, so boring!
I
cannot, I simply have no right to leave it all on such a sad note.
The
hen-witted romantic side of mine asks to give it the floor now. Be
that as it may, it says stubbornly, but I choose to look at such
things as at
little miracles, breaking into this world, lighting it up from the
inside and crashing its mundane monotony... Wait, I can prove, look!
Erm... I will leave if for another story, ok?))
P.S.
All
the three cars in the photo (including the black jeep in the
background) happen to have St.George's ribbons tied up either outside
or inside. Double coincidence? Triple? Multi? Oh my. Enough.
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